‘Over my dead body !?’, someone exclaimed, man or woman, does it really matter and voice answering, ‘That can be arranged’ and the discussion was ended. was it my head, was i enjoying someone elses ‘headmovie’, yeah, thats from ‘Tropic Thunder’, it serves a purpose. Living in Casa de los Viejos made me think of many things, especially about originality, growth and change. This article starts with someone disagreeing, was it about me, some Other dud. When in the game it turns out…….all of us are duds, for being drawn in to the game. what do we win, what do we lose whats at the end !? At the end, in the end, it does not matter anymore, you been fighting scores of idiots, see the world gone to shit, nobody beleive in anything anymore, not even the politicians they vote for, yeah……..what about originality, growth and change, are these also just memes, empty words used in a conversation, add some interesting other adjectives and verbs and it sounds great, hot air, that is HUmans, balls o fhot air. Balls of hot air imagining they are being someone, going somehwere, having a meaning, losing meaning with every step they make. Originality, change and growth, it is just a material process, cells running out of steam as they pass through the years, keeping that sack of liquids going untill it breaks down. A black rabbit asking, ‘what are you doing in that stupid HUman suit’, thats ‘Donnie Darko’, in the movie series ‘The Prophecy’ also some nice comments are being made about being HUman. What is that anyway, what does it mean, when the ‘whites’ raped and plundered the Mericas they met native tribes and these called them selves HUman or ‘humans’. What does it mean. Some say filosophy is for the bored, i think filosophy is for those that are awake and are aware of the bullshit life really is about. All what we are, were or will be is built on dead bodies, so don’t think you can ever be original, everybody is rehashing garbage, everybody does, only some do it better than other, with more style, grace and creativity……..i am sure i am one of them.
Yes, that is how big my head is and i don’t give a shit, anybody may know about it. I know my shit, suffered and worked for it and now will make sure i reap the benefits off it over many more deadbodies. You don’t have to kill personally, we are building on the dead bodies of of thsouands of years of civillisation, yeah its a smelly idea, good that we can’t see and really smell all of them.
Blue Zebra Agent.