Nietzsche once said, “that which does not kill us makes us stronger.” It is this same idea that is awakened in the lives of those who open to the power of the panther totem. The panther marks a new turn in the heroic path of those to whom it comes. It truly reflects more than just coming into one’s own power. Rather it reflects a reclaiming of that which was lost and an intimate connection with the great archetypal force behind it. It gives an ability to go beyond what has been imagined, with opportunity to do so with discipline and control. It is the spirit of imminent rebirth.”
Although i have left Aghartha, its been three years since i was evacuated to Blue Star by that ascended being, i still carry the tension and war with me, the sharpness, the intuitions, to know when the shit starts flying, etc. Although the shit here is meager in comaprison to the Agharthean mission i walked through. The team members all help me to get a bearing, not that i really need that, they just want to help, but hey, i have been surviving worse shit than an evac to a place like these, the people or darklings/dorklings are pussy cats in comparson to what i have dealt with, that i have helped bury. Francis called me over, he wanted me to watch a movie with him, ‘The A-Team’, i watched and had a grin on my face the whole time, he looked at me, questioningly, ‘Did you get it !?’, he asked and passed me a cigar. I grinned, ‘I love it when a plan come together’. I could hear the ‘Harhar boys’, the hyenas from Sirius, laughing somewhere, out there, always watching……over me, my business, my work. It is a strange thing…..to be trusted, to have all the lee-way to do the work as it was supposed to do. I got the love thing down, since i read those books by Otto Rahn, i get it, i get where the train on Blue Star is going, i get where my train is going…….but me, myself and i, that is a different story. I study the quantum cube with all the information i inherited and act accordingly. It is not that differently as living on Aghartha, this time there are no lives depending on my decisions, no fear of getting people killed, the stress of getting everyone through unscathed. Once one has become a warrior, one is a warrior for life……..i can live with that, can these HUmans and Others……..live with that, all these that gather around me and my Q-men, the Artificial Black (W)Hole band. Power and surety grows in me; fearless, coolheaded, collected and goal oriented, i have never been as sure of myself and my mission as i ever have been.